Just when you think you have regained your balance, something happens and you get knocked off balance again.  What happened?  You ran into a cross-current.  Until you are so strongly flowing in the main current of Love-Life-Joy, it is quite easy to veer off as you encounter strong eddies.  Do not swim harder against the current.  This is often exhausting.  Ride it out with utter surrender.  Resistance tires you.  Allowing preserves your innate Strength.  It is so easy to forget this when caught up in dissonant energies.  Just breathe, and in so doing you create space to be reminded, Love is here all along.  It can be no other way.  You are so very loved.  Never forget this.