You matter.  You count.  You exist because you are loved.  If anyone has ever told you differently, they were ignorant of the most basic fact of all existence:  All are special.  All are loved.  If you have told yourself anything different, then this is learned behavior.  You can unlearn poor habits and unravel lies.  In fact, this is your mission.  Take charge of your thoughts and take charge of your life.  Send compassion to those who are blinded to their magnificence.  It is the greatest gift you can give to self and others to recognize the beauty within and without in spite of appearances.  Shine on, dear soul, and rise above the human misperceptions.  You are so very, very loved.  Change your world with This Awareness.