Layers of trauma lie within most humans. What is trauma? The shock of experiencing the difference between what the whole state that the soul knows compared with the human experience of opposites pulling against each other. It is traumatic to the human to feel such separation from knowing oneness. It is traumatic to believe you are separate when the soul is here, within, saying without words, “Love, dear one, with all your heart and soul.”
The more the human experience and the soul’s knowing become misaligned through layer after layer of disbelief and distortion, the more challenging it is to reverse direction and find the part that has never stopped shining. But this is the path you signed up for, beautiful soul. Reverse direction and work your way back Home. It is fully possible to do whilst still in a body. The soul is right here, dear One.
You are so very loved.
Thank you with all my heart. This means so much to me for I’ve been struggling.❤️
So, – my brain felt in utter chaos when it dawned on me that, at present, i had no idea where or what i had done with a parcel that i need to locate today.
The empty search amplified frustration upon frustration, calling myself stupid, worrying how bad my memory seemed, …how could i be so damned forgetful (?)!!! Finally in an all to brief moment, i asked God to help me remember or find the parcel…. then – i carried on the search in pure frustration. 🥴 i journeyed through my imagination into all the stupid scenarios that might have occurred to the point where i may have accidentally tossed it in the garbage – so intense was my frustration as i charged through my apartment, back and forth.
My eyes suddenly landed on a parcel, different from the one i was looking for. What’s that? My mind retraced the memory of what THAT is. THEN, i remembered doubling up the parcel i had searched for with the parcel now in question. I double checked and yes… now i knew where things were. I sighed in relief of frustration. THEN – a sound escaped from my body! A rather loud and long “AAAAAAAAAAGH.” just escaped.
It shocked me. What the heck was THAT AAAAAAAAAAGH sound?
You know what it was? It was my awareness coming to light that i had not just flowed to allow myself to be guided. I was guided, for sure, but i had dismissed my request to God, and allowed my frustration free reins. But God had guides working in the “background” nudging me left, right, forward, bend, look…. and my response was AAAAAAAAAAGH!!!! (😵💫😵💫😵💫😳)
THAT has to change immediately.
Ya know what i mean? Phew!!!! Eyeopener. Again! Sure, the misalignment of memory was small but the misalignment of THANKS was huge.
I could say AAAAAAAAAAGH, again …
….but i won’t.