Yes, the sense of connection you feel with spirit will ebb and flow. This is the way of waves. At times the sea is flat and calm; at other times the waves crash about. You have not lost your connection with those who have passed or with your own higher self. This is impossible, dear one. It is Spirit that is birthing your very awareness of these words and the breath that breathes you as you read them. Flow onward with the certainty that you are awareness itself and at times that is enough to hold in awareness. The bells and whistles are merely accent marks. You are so very loved.
I pray for a tiny fraction of your endless patience, Sanaya🙏
When the “sense of connection” feels “low”, a sadness wafts over me that i cannot shake until i again feel the connections take place. Even that sadness is a Love of God and of God’s many ways of Love expressed. During that sadness, i know i have self-work to do. Getting on with that work, brings about the clarified sense of connection. My heart then readily smiles bigger. It could always smile bigger but i have yet to grow into that steady big smile so that sadness does not weigh me down unnecessarily. I know i am growing when i realize that sadness is just one of the many beautiful effects that are a signs i have God’s work to do. I can, at that time, ‘big smile’ doing that work.