When you have been knocked down and you think you cannot get up again, you do. As you do so, those around you voice encouragement, such as, “That’s my girl!” or “Way to go, buddy! We knew you could do it.” How did they know? For all have been there. You may wish to complain and claim that none have suffered as greatly as you, that no one else could possibly know what you are going through, and there you err. You are all of one Spirit. You are all extensions of the one Mind. It is only in the forgetting of this vibrational truth that you suffer. Do not compare pain and suffering. It is, indeed relative, however … relative to how much you have forgotten who you are, beautiful Light. You will get up again, for all goes in cycles, and you will then be the one who knows how to encourage an apparent other when they forget and fall. You are so very loved. Never forget this.
I had To quit my job for harassment..my doctor gave me a paper to give to unemplyment saying I am able to work but not where I was working so to justify why I quit my job…I will have an answer from unemployment around the 27th To see if they Will compensate me.. .my husband had told me he would help me financially by giving me 400$ à month…yesterday he realised that he was having financial difficulties and canot keep this promise…I’ve been sending cvs, have had interviews but am missing training…I am 65 and receiving pensions from the gouvernement but have loans and mortgage To pay…afraid I may have To sell the house…ironically it would cost twice as much To live in an apartment than To pay the mortgage…we have many things we could sell as we go To bazaars and garage sales… this would be another thing that would fall on my shoulder as my husband doesn’t seem To know how To go about this. …I’m tired of falling down and getting up..I know there are worse situations than ours…I Feel ashamed and guilty for complaining.
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Dear Suzanne and Sanaya, this message really touches me. I was bullied during my time at school and at times during my adult life but blame myself for not being strong enough physically and emotionally to deal with it. I am now middle aged and these unfortunate events have coloured the whole of my life. I think to myself, it must have been me. I must be the one at fault. I am the one constant in all of these situations. And therefore, knowing this, makes me uncomfortable with myself and with others, unable to truly be myself, because, of course, looking always to the past has shown me I will not be liked.
Having found you and also through you, listening to the words of Sanaya, I am trying to unlearn my many misconceptions so I can be the person I should have been, before the bullying, before the emotions, just, before.
So grateful you are having these insights. Learning to be present as Divine Presence is such a gift, Helen. Yes, watch those thoughts and see them for what they are – a story that is rewritten now and here. Blessings to you, beautiful soul.