You say you have a lot of balls in the air. Juggling is an art. You ooh and aah when you see someone moving their arms in such a way that they keep them all moving in a circle without dropping a one. How is this done? Not by focusing on each ball, but by setting an overall intention that the flow be smooth and then getting into that flow yourself. There is a greater power that will run the show if you will get your need to take care of the parts as separate things out of the way. Allow yourself to be guided, and the right movements will simply unfold.
You are so very loved.
Gosh did i get a wonderful reminder of that which i had dropped. In midst of sorting, i lost track of a “original plan of attack” by which time i looked around having boxed myself in a mess. I became totally perplexed as to why i had not considered this scenario. About to walk away from the frustrating situation, i heard a voice say, “But if you keep going, clear out that corner, this will all fit neatly in there and you will be able to access that which you need.” I studied what the voice told me and… I’ll be darned if that was not 100% accurate and i hadn’t seen that before. Clearly, part of the time i had been going with the flow and having gotten sidetracked, dropped the flow somewhere along a line.
Gratitude arrived instantly and generously. I had not forgotten how very frustrated and upset i was with my self that put me in panic mode. That said, it would have been better had i stayed in the flow than stop to judge what was happening in the seeming appearance of things. Things were in fact going as was best. Wow… so clear!